Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Afreshed!♥
Realised that i've lost touched with my blog..and suddenly went MIA. Lols...
I didn't even contact many recently..nor put in effort to reply any of ur sms..So sorry about that..and my sincere apologies..i jus wanted to be alone a while...
Many things..though have happen over the past 2 weeks...or rather i should say for the past 1 month...
i can't even say what has happen nor even describe how does everything happen..it jus happen...and i feel so trapped and mess up at that pt of time..i let down a lot of ppl..and even put my life into danger...
i had never felt so low..nor shitty in my life before..and i really made a mess out of everythin..all i know was i need to let go..and i did..can't even remember how many pails of waters that i've donated to the floor...
Well...i can say...my road is more clear now..and i know what i want even better now.....There's jus one last thing which i need to complete now....Deep in my heart..truthfully, i'm really scared..of heading there...but...i know somehow..that is something that i mus do to complete this road with you...
we have walk this length..and i promise to give you a happy ending...
i REALLY hope that my road is more clear & bright now..and that i wouldn't get lost into my way again...and more importanly, i wouldn't even regret any decision or path that i've choose....
EXAMS ard the corner!!! have to shut up myself..and mug mug mug...i have already been emo for the past 1 month le...time to come out from my shell..and do something about it le....
Sorry gals, bear with me for a while! :)
P.S: There is him..which i wanna thank for accompanying me thru...helping me thru...keeping my emotions in control...keeping my tears in control....wiping all my tears away...and so does dd ... who has been giving me the support and advise....
I'm throughly sorry...for hurting you...
letting you down...being the one to give up first...
because of the differences we had..and nt holding on to it...
sorry for letting you go so easily..and lose my heart to all this thing so easily..
it's nt easy to come by i mus say...and i know u did it all fer me....
but...
there's jus something which i find recurring...and maybe im nt strong enuff to go thru all of it...
sorry that becos of me...u had need to handle all the stress...comin all frm my side...
didn't know that is the biggest pro...
hopefully....
we will find our own way...and hopefully...we can still be best pals...
and most importanly....
let's give each other that nice...farewell...
Ros.Simpletots...♥
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